Yep, I’m a Hypocrite
I’m sitting here, watching television, vaping as usual and I started laughing to myself. I don’t want to call myself a hypocrite, but I may have entered into that realm just a tiny bit. I’m ok with that. In this instance, being a hypocrite doesn’t make me a bad person. This time it means that like a lot of people, I got caught up in all the fun.
You see when I started vaping I swore that it was just to keep me off of cigarettes. I didn’t have the money to keep smoking and it was really starting to effect my health, so the cigarettes had to go. I didn’t expect to get wrapped up in all the hype and latest devices. All I was going to care about were what flavors I enjoyed and making sure my batteries weren’t dead. Yeah, that worked.
Within a couple of weeks I wasn’t satisfied with my Ego-T, I’d been reading too much on the forums (my first mistake), and I knew there were better delivery systems. Before I knew it I had a collection of cartomizers, clearomizers, atomizers, etc. I had found something that I preferred. I was happy. My vaping continued…
If I had stopped reading there, I’d have probably been OK, but I just couldn’t. I had to learn more. What are all these other things. I was curious. I decided to try variable voltage, I got a Twist. It was awesome. It had replaced my regular Ego. I realized I had advanced. I told myself that that was it. I’d stepped up. I was very happy with my Twist and Stardust. I didn’t need anything else. It gave me all the vaping experience that I needed. I was great.
I was wrong. I was like an addict. I had to have more. It kept going, I kept acquiring, and that was that. So now I sit here, with my Vtube and my tank setup and I laugh at myself. I was never going to go past my Ego-T and yet here I am. Yep, I got caught up. I’ve learned my lesson. I give up. But you know what, I’ve still not had a cigarette and I’m healthier than I’ve been since I was a teenager. I can live with being a hypocrite.